finally got enrolled. murdochhhhh.
after much consideration, much hesitations.
there are many issues I would say...
but still, all in all, it would all be screened out to a conclusion that I will have to complete my degree no matter what.
studying is like a must, here in sg.
getting a job all depends on whatever qualification you have.
and of course, that determines the pay that you'll get.
and well, we all work for money. what else right?
so yeap... if you think of this cycle, you'll get what I mean.
the first issue that bothers me much is my current job.
the hours are long, and that will simply cause me to be late for classes, every single time.
though the consultant says that the lecturers are understanding towards part-time students,
and that they are definitely half working half studying, thus being late is no issue.
but if all that little bit of mins total up, it's gonna be alot that I'll be missing.
sigh, another issue is that my parents are worried about my ability to cope with the stress.
1. frankly, I've not studied for 3 years, to be exact.
my poly years are majorly filled with endless nights of projects to complete..
not a weeny bit about books, lecture notes & memorizing.
I'm not the memory person, I confess.
I suck big time in that. that's why i hate science in sec sch days! =x
and sigh... having to return to pure school days of attending lectures
and going for written examinations kinda freak me out.
seems so foreign to me now...
2. stress is added on, with a job like mine.
revolving around a sensitive factor called money!
and yes, doubled up stress level now.
and that links to my family encouraging me to change job.
they feel that a typical office job would suit me better.
considering the hours and workload.
and that is really what I don't wish to do.
I hate to adapt to new environment, I hate having to make new friends.
oh well...
plus, the current pay is just sufficient for me to support myself.
school fees plus daily expenses etc.
if i change to a normal 9-5 job, im afraid the pay might be lower...
not to even consider a part-time job which pays $5 an hour =,=
sigh sigh sigh.
growing up is tough :(
shitloads of shits, i feel.
i'll put the changing-of-job thought away first.
'cause i managed to get everything to be scheduled out for sch to start in sept.
in the meantime, i shall complete my bridging by taking one module per month.
hope that is not that stressful for me to handle.
imustdowell,imustnotfail,imusthandle,imustmanage,IMUSTSURVIVE!
oh well,
am gonna start bridging in april :(
that feeling, s u c k s.
oh ya,
eunice & i ended up parting ways for the different course that we wish to pursue.
well, its good for both of us, i feel.
no point in compromising, but not getting what we want.
worse of all, there is a possibility that we might even regret in future.
what's more, its $20+k that is a major consideration over here.
well, just hope that everything's gonna be smooth for us...
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